Dedication and Acknowledgements 4
 1 It started ... 6
 2 Choices, choices 8
 3 Looking back 12
 4 A friendship begun 15
 5 Early days 19
 6 Getting better 26
 7 So, what is clicker
 training? 29
 8 All change 33
 9 Is it your hormones? 38
10 Let me give you some
 advice ... 41
11 A decision to be
 made 45
12 Darkness and
 confusion 48
13 Flashes of insight 53
14 A small setback 58
15 Finding direction 64
16 Getting it wrong –
 again 68
17 Walking a new path 71
18 New friends 77
19 Was I able to teach –
 or not? 81
20 Letting go 85
21 More new friends! 94
22 Enjoying play 97
23 Not exactly going
 to plan 100
24 Confidence grows 104
25 Stress and bother 109
26 Back to school 111
27 Best friends 118
28 A model of
 disobedience 124
29 The science bit 128
30 Health matters 134
31 Let’s talk ... 140
32 Helping others 144
33 Older and wiser? 149
34 Saying goodbye 152
35 Life after Calgacus 155
Index 159